I think maybe I have Bi-polar tendencies. For the past couple weeks my kids have done nothing but bug each other and in so doing they have really been buggin’ me. I’ve been ready to shoo them off to school for days now and now that they’ve been shooed, I’m sorry they are gone. Could it be that I already miss them? For heaven sakes, the bus only came a few hours ago.

Even before their alarm went off the kids came out dressed and with their beds made. It’s really too bad the excitement and adrenaline of the first day doesn’t last longer. In a couple days I’m sure I’ll be pulling them out of bed and reminding them 10 times before they make their beds.
McKenna and I spent breakfast answering all Kyla’s last minute questions about kindergarten. McKenna reminded her that she has to raise her hand before she talks and that if she needs help opening something in her lunch the cafeteria workers will help her. Kyla was bouncing off the walls with energy and excitement. Kenna was more quiet, but trying hard to be excited. And I think she was a little. Although some of her excitement was probably more roleplaying for Kyla’s sake. After all, she is a big sister who feels the responsibility of taking care of Kyla and showing her the ropes of elementary school. Funny how two girls, sisters even, can have such different experiences over the same thing. McKenna helps Kyla in so many ways but this year Kyla will be helping McKenna more than she knows just by being there.


Anyway, they were ready 30 minutes before the bus was coming. Yes, the BUS!

My kids aren’t the only ones with butterflies this morning. This might not be a big deal to some of you, but to me riding the bus is huge. I’ve never really wanted them to ride it. I like driving them to school, making sure they get there safe and sound and then watching them walk in. I know, a bit controlling and dramatic but it makes me feel a little better about them being gone all day. I at least planned on taking them the first day but Kyla really wanted to ride the bus. So in attempt to not allow my irrational fears to rub off on them I decided it best to let them go.
Morning routines at my house are usually hurried during school so I was happy to have the extra time to not send them away in a rush. We had plenty of time to take pictures, find umbrellas due to the ridiculous amount of rain that was coming down and then dry off a couple times because kids with umbrellas in their hands just can’t help themselves when it comes to puddles.

The girls loaded the bus and were off with smiles while Ellie and I were faking ours. Its hard to be left behind-at any age. Then with mixed emotions we watched them drive away. Sigh.


It was over just like that. Well, almost. You didn’t think I would just let them go like that did you? Of course I jumped in the car to follow. I couldn’t help myself. Those darn control issues.

I’ll be thinking of them all day and counting down the minutes until its time to go get them. Here’s to hoping for a great first day of school. Bye girls, I love you!
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